Feeling Anxious

We leave Austin in 2 days.  I seem to have had a minor freak-out session in increments of 2.  At 2 months I worried about where we were going to shower and do laundry.  At 2 weeks I stressed about how we were going to make money and survive on the road for an entire year without killing each other.  Now it's down to 2 days and I'm concerned about being bored.

I usually have multiple jobs, several projects, and lots of social time going on at once.  The hectic lifestyle energizes me instead of feeling overwhelming; being still is something I have to consciously work on.  When Conner and I met up in Greece this past summer after Kat and I had gone on a two month cycling trip through Europe, he was perfectly content to relax all day at the beach.  This was Greece with some of the best beaches ever!  I tried really hard to do the same but I kept getting antsy and requiring that we scale the rocky coastline like goats or hiking up the service road to the top of the island to find--absolutely nothing.  But it was the pure physical activity of it all that kept my sanity in check...which is why we're all bringing our bicycles and I'm bringing running shoes.